what's my future...
last night i came home from work and i saw this.. my mother has somehow hanged my stuffed animals up.. i would pretty much prefer them to stay on my bed..haha.. but it does not matter..haha.. i still have more stuffed animals on my bed..haha.. my mom is constantly complaining that my bed has so many pillows and stuffed animals that i have no place to sleep and i still want to get more pillows and stuffed animals..haha.. how can there not be place.. the pillows and stuffed animals sleep on the bed.. i sleep on top of the stuffed animals and pillows..haha.. sure have place wat..haha..
i received this letter yesterday.. from NTU.. i dont know if they are trying to make my happy or wat.. but its states exclusively for top students.. the send me some letter to invite me to attend some talk and tell me about te NTU scholarship thing.. and i seriously dont know wat i'm going to do about it.. i'm still kinda of lost about this uni thing.. i haven really got the time to sit down and think of wat i want to do.. and i just realise i'm running out of time to do a lot of things.. how i wished things would slow down a little.. i need time to soak it all in.. day and night past without me knowing i dont mean it litertery.. but you should know wat i'm trying to say... time and tide waits for no man.. wat should i do wat should i do.. NUS or NTU.. wat should i do wat should i do...
and i got another log cake from TWG.. this time its chocolate flavour.. its logcake with chocolate infused with tea.. i would say the other one i got tasted better..haha.. the caramel one.. i feel that the chocolate one was pretty normal i should say.. i mean work at a chocolate should.. i know when the chocolate is really good.. but i was told that cos it was infused with tea thats why its like that..haha.. interesting...
anyway.. the gold thing you see.. it looks to me like gold foil.. haha.. so i think there should be some gold in my body now..
work has been pretty much the same... its still not really busy compared to previous years.. which is pretty saddening.. considering that its my last year there.. i dont know if its the weather, the air at taka or myself.. my lips have cracked and recracked.. holy.. its painful.. and it bleeds.. omg.. i dont believe it.. i think i have to seriously start eating and drinking healthy again.. i haven been having regular and proper meals since i started work and i'm still not having enough sleep.. shit man.. its 0130 and i'm still awake.. but i'm sleeping soon.. tml its work again..
i need to finish getting all my christmas presents.. christmas is next week....
only time will tell, i'll prove this all wrong.........


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